india oh india

Assalamualaikum smua yg baca.. so harini mcm tiba2 rajin plak nk tulis blog, so ni la aku nk cite skit ujian2 yg aku n batchmates aku hadapi di India ni...daripada start first year smpai la dah abes first year, kalau nk cite mmg tkleh nk diungkap kata2 la perasaan duduk sini (terkejut, sedih, stres, tension, marah, happy well happy tu sngtla minority) tp mmg perasaan die bercampur baur la dkt sini...

dulu sblom dtg sini pon dh baca dh blog2 senior psl btapa 'dasyatnya" life dkt sini, tp well rasenye mcm dh bsedia mentally (inshaAllah) and physically la nak hadapi hari2 harian di India ni, tapi once kteorg dh smpai sini.........

MashaAllah. ujian dia dtg satu-satu, dari mula smpai la kteorg dh habis kelas first year BDS.... nak dijadikan ceritanya inilah kronologi kisah2 yg terjadi di sini.

awal skali dtg sini, 
- kisah duit 500rp dan 1000rp yg dh tk diterima oleh bank di India so die mntk kiteorg tkr kpd duit baru diorg iaitu dlm 2000rp sekeping or 100rp, pendek katanya duit bnyk2 yg kiteorg bwk dri Malaysia (dlm bntuk 500rp and 1000rp sekeping2) tu tkleh dipakai la kt sini. kena la beratur dkt bank untuk tukar duit2 kiteorg tu.. subhanallah ini tkpala kene redha je la mungkin pegawai kewangan diorg ni tiba2 dpt ilham nk tkr duit plak kan. wallauhalam nk tkr duit tu tkpa tp....

setiap bank tu plak ade limit ptukaran tu, contoh bank A ni limit tkr 2000rp je, Bank B 4000rp... and lps dh tkr tu tkleh tkr dh duit smpai la tarikh sekian2, disebabkan kami ni time tu first time dtg India, duit bwk dlm cash tu agak bnyk la, nk setel duit rumah smua tu kn, sbb bank pon tk bkk lagi.. and stiap kali kiterg pgi bank tu bkn mcm dkt Malaysia, ade kerusi, pling lewt pon sejam la proses kerja2 dkt bank Malaysia.. dkt siniii haaaa pling awal kau bole dpt is sejam, haa beratur la berjam2 bediri dgn panasnya, and perangai citizen diorg yg mmg menguji kesabaran tu lg.. ya Allah, Allah mmg nk uji kesabaran aku la time tu..

haaa skrg ni dh malas plak nk smbg tulis mslh2 yg ade dkt india ni time kiteorg dtg sini, tp jgnla pndg India ni tmpt negatif sbb smua tu depends on mind set korg ltk India ni mcm mana. maybe Allah bwk aku dtg sini untk uji kesabaran aku yg mmg lemah ni, jadi ape pon jadi kt sini aku kena redha n kuat la en... sooo ujian kiteorg next nnti la aku smbg eh sbb aku tk larat nk tulis hahahha...


sekian terima kasih la yg sudi baca smpai habis hahahaha 

DO IT DON'T TRY

assalamualaikum people! first of all i want to apologise for any grammar mistakes or spelling error, but i hope the purpose of this post reach every heart whose reading this..

firstly, well its cliche and of course every muslims know that one day we will be questioned about our  roll in islam,

are we done anything or making any contribution in it, despite i understand yeah most of us are busy with studies and works but let us just think about it, are we settle down today from the day we were born, just for that?? just for the sake of finishing studies, passing exams, get a good job, make a living and die?

of course, no.. as quran said.. Allah had created us to be a khalifah, to be a leader to guide people around us to His path.. and YES it is a burden that all of us must fulfil and that is the purpose of our lives here..

because at the end......
it's not the result that Allah will ask, its our effort

because at the end...
on the day of judgement, all of us will be very selfish, stingy, just trying to save ourselves, from hellfire, so don't be someone whom others can blame you on the day of judgement..

because we don't know when we will meet Him, we won't be carrying around our degree, our wealth, our family on the day of judgement, but we will be asked upon it, about it, what we did with it to help islam during our live times...

As a matter of fact, if we don't do anything, Islam will win one day for sure, Allah had said it in the Quran, but ask ourselves, are we will be the bricks to build up a castle or we just pass through them like wind.. nothing helps but you are there, purposeless...

HELLOOOOOOOOO

assalamualaikum guys!!! it's been a whileeeeeee i mean quite long time before i'd posted in here but hello!!

well if any of you guys happen to wonder what am i doing right now. hahah (peerasan jap) alhamdulillah right now i just finished my first semester of my BDS in india.. so far so good tho but yeah living in india is challenging... like seriously... the systems quite peculiar as I'm not familiar with it yet but it's okay will get used to it one day inshaAllah.. so currently i am in Malaysia right now for my semi break which is just for 2 weeks (dammit) :") but still having the chance to meet my family which took my exhausted days in india away tho...

with these i presented some of my pictures in India hahahahaha :')

assalamualaikum byeeeeeee thnx for reading this

 

this is OOTY been here for short vacation with my friends quite nice and chilly

 everyday uniform :")

yeah we met real cadaver every week hera :") you'll get used to it tho.. 

and of course the smell hahah 

this is some lake in mysore which i can't remember hahaha

yeah this is the lake too

till then that's it sorry right now I'm in hurry but the town there is really packed with people and of course 24/7 dgr bunny hon je :") 

thnx for reading thisss byes assalamualaikum ! 

Ramadhan kareem

alhamdulillah for His blessing during this Ramadan. i have loads to thank for and recently every little things that happened around me just hit this one quote and it goes like this "Allah will put things at the right place, it just need a little patience and a lot of faith" 

sometimes what is happening at the present just don't make any sense for us because at that point we still don't see the reason behind it yet, but trusting in Him is the best thing one could do. subhanallah reflects your life, look how just amazing He had arranged it for you. different people will have different live but still it is because of His willingness for those things to happen! 

be grateful in every little thing because one day you will realise that those thing is actually the big thing :)

p/s: inshaAllah i will further my studies in bachelor of dental surgery in joss dental college mysore, India. will depart there by the end of July 2016. do pray for my safety and may Allah ease my journey there like He always did :) 

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trust Allah and He will amaze you

Assalamualaikum readers, Alhamdulillah my sister and I have been starting a small business on selling our instant shawls.. to be honest i don't intent to promote our shawl but what i realise through out my business are, relying on Allah in everything you do is just amazing. you know your hardwork must be along with hoping and praying to Allah as He is the best Giver. You don't give up easily when you tripped or fell down because you know by trusting in Him,it will constantly making you able to stand back up. i'm sorry if i have a broken english with loads of grammatical error but Ya Allah please make anyone who read this, able to understand what i'm trying to deliver to them. indeed He is The Great :)

A-level done

bismillahirrahmanirrahim.. Assalamualaikum readers.

clearly based on the title of this post i wanna share a little bit about A-level to anyone who is currently seeking any clues about this tertiary education.. firstly, i took 4 subs for my a level which is Biology, Chemistry, Physics and Maths. i pursued my a level in KTT..

okay so straight to the point about A-levels, as for me, A-level is pretty tough tho, hahaha i did my A lvl for 1.5 years and that is totally not a long time and i am confidently saying that if you don't focus for ur A-level and keep on ur pace in studying like what you did for ur secondary ed lvl, well u need to speed up dear.. A-level is so much more than that, so many details and well basically many things to be understood and remembered.. as for me, i prefer to go through the chapters before i entered the class, a little knowledge about what i was going to learn is good enough rather than completely shocked by weird terms u need to use in the class. so firstly! read a little before u entered the class.. it's okay if you don't understand what you just have read, you'll get to it later tho,
then, secondly, i prefer to make my own notes, ya know, few keywords for urself won't hurt right? just make a plain view about the chapters, so that in ur future, you don't have to go through your thick textbook or course book all over again.. especially before the exam, like seriously you wanna read that thick book? at that time? well if you said yes, then go for it, probably every person has their own ways on studying..

before i continue you guys probably know how this a level thingy works right? if you don't, i give u a quick review about it.. within ur course period, you gonna have two important examination, firstly, AS then A2.. these two will give u ur A-level result. got it? ok good.. if you don't, just google it.

okayy i proceed, in a-level you cannot stress urself out, sometimes u will reach out to a moment when you feel like you're giving up, but trust me i'd been there before, but if you give up now! your future won't get even better.. sometimes you need to enjoy those little moments to reduce ur stress level.. seriously you'll get through this..


and finally, seriously, it doesn't matter how much effort you have given in this, it ends up to His Mercy to let you pass it or not, if you did pass it excellently, then Alhamdulillah, He knows what is the best for you, but if you don't its okay, your journey doesn't end up here, just put your faith in Him, spend your time for Him and don't focus on your studies fully and abandon your duty as His slave, pray when the time has come, trust Him every time :)
p/s i manage to achieve 15/15 in my A-level thanks to Him

reflection

Alhamdulillah for He covers up your bad sides and reveal your good one so people could see it inside of you, sometimes people don't know your true colours but you yourself do. in this world, there is nothing to be brag about, your wealth? health? status? everything is nothing in front of Allah.

because i am a weak human so i keep on tripping and falling. but i know each and every time i did, i need to stand back up. Allah opens His door of forgiveness widely so repent to Him before everything is too late, you wash your clothes overtime it gets dirty don't you? indeed He is the reason why you keep on going, keep on repenting to Him because He is the Most Merciful, trust Him, remember Him and He will remember you.. once again, i am weak and so do you, but find Him in your live and He will find your way out too :)

if you want some then ask more

Assalamualaikum dear readers, 

Alhamdulillah i had finished my A-level 1.5 years programme few days ago, so the purpose for this post is to basically share my experience in a-level. honestly a level is  challenging for me and i can't count the days i cried to Him begging Him to ease me in my studies. sometimes i sit in front of my books and wondering "Ya Allah please make it worth" back then i look at my friends, i knew we were tired but eager to do our best in our a-level, 

i enjoyed all those little things my friends and i did in ktt, it cheers up at the most nonsense things ever but surprisingly they do release my stress a little, sometimes you just need to have lots of faith in Allah as i never knew that A-level helps me to meet awesome friends and lecturers. it taught me to never give up even if i were in my slightest confidence. i do trust in Him, He puts me in this epic battle,, i know He will end it well, to be confidence, you don't need black and white approval for that, you just need to read the stupendous words in Al-quran from your creator and believe :) 

Ask help from Allah, you know there is "no" for an answer 

 when the heart becomes heavy, relieve it by speaking to Allah, He will lighten the burden 

when Allah helps you, there is nothing can defeat you :)

purpose for this blog

Lately, ive been asking myself on why i wrote so many sentences in this blog rather than doing something else, the answer is, so long as i live, i am deeply in love with islam, inshaAllah until my last breathe, sometimes, i'll tend to be so inspired with islam and my heart just flattered on how i could cry to my Allah, i wanna share with you guys on how i felt in love with Him, on how islam embrace me, and i am so thankful for everything that i have, people around me, i am not a famous person, but whoever reads this, Alhamdulillah, i am grateful for everything in my life, it's just stupendous feeling that i cant describe it rather than type it in this blog,

Allah is the greatest as He creates all of us, one day we will return back to Him, spend this little time in this world to worship Him, i wanna share with the whole world on how this girl is so proud of being a muslim. :)

Ramadhan and its blessing :)

Alhamdulillah, Ya Allah for every little things happened in my life, every happiness that cherish my days and every love that i've received from my family, indeed You're the best listener and you heard the deepest part of me, sometimes i wonder wether i am compatible enough for my studies, i start to doubt many things, I'm not sure wether i could do this or not, but once i remember Your plan for me is exactly just the way i am in my current situation right now, i feel at ease.. i know You won't let me fall, i know You will catch me Ya Allah..

Alhamdulillah, i never feel disappointed for every du as that i made to You, sometimes i could never ask for more, Ya Allah with many dreams and hopes that i hold, ease my journey in A-level dentistry, i want them to see that i could fly one day, pursuing my dream and become a better muslimah every days. don't let their dreams shatter Ya Allah, as You're the most Knowing and Loving. with every difficulties come ease, i hold on to this Ya Allah, and by remembering You, i am endlessly happy.

thank you Ya Allah for letting me love You, The One whom will never leave me. 

with love-idzni

2 weeks of Allah's loves

Allah shows His love towards different people in different ways, sometimes you just didn't realise that Allah is testing you, with what? such as sickness, lost of ur love one, a failure and so many other ways to be tested by Him, 

it's just you, wether you realised them or not. Sometimes we keep on mumbling about this and that, 'why things don't turn out to be how u want them to be'.. yeah we did that lots of time.. can't deny that by myself because i also didn't slip away from that... 

but all we need is to trust Him, because He knows everything, what's good for you and what's not... stop doubting on how things happened around you, it's just happened for a reason, for your very own good in the future. 

MashaAllah, that's how Allah loves you, that's how He holds you, that's how he will catch you, that's just how He..........always there for you.

i realised about this when recently i just suffered from small pox virus and caused me to miss classes for 2 weeks.. at first i was pretty sad to stay at home as i'm gonna miss lots of chapter, syllabus, and couple of weeks after that i will be sitting on my pre As examination.. which makes me worried even more... but SubhanAllah, while i was at home, my friends gave me a link that contains lots of notes, then i started to study by myself at home, finishing all the chapters and covered up my As syllabus.. alone..   i know i'm not alone, He's with me..

 Alhamdulillah. my studies on those days turned out to be easier than i thought. i managed to understand them with Allah's willing, and I'm truly grateful for that Alhamdulillah...

i just don't know, how could i ever doubt Him before. 

Alhamdulillah thank you my Dear Love for testing me with all these 

to Him i will return <3 div="">

thanks for reading this, remember, you are who you are because of Him :)

idzni- 12.32 a.m

be my witnesses

Bismillahirahmanirahim, hereby i declare that Allah is one and Rasulullah s.a.w is His messenger .

Dear sisters and brothers to whoever read this, please be my witnesses in the day of judgement later on, i want to make a confession to my dear beloved Muslim relatives out there

Subhanallah my gorgeous sisters, you have such a beauty that Allah had given to you as a blessing and internal confidence in you so that you can live your life happily, mashaAllah sisters, cover up what needs to be covered. Lower down ur hijab..
 Loosen up your clothes, no more skinny jeans, dont show the shape of ur legs to those who r not your mahram. Control your conversation with guys, dont raise your voice in melodies in front of guys, recite al-Quran at least a sentence each days.. respect your parents and love them more than anyone else until you have been married.

Dear brothers, cover up your aurat too. MashaAllah your aurat is much easier to handle compare to the women's. There must be a reason for that as Allah knows everything. Take care of your parents. Get yourself closer to Allah in your live.. take care of your sight. Take care of your words. Stop cursing people but instead say good things to others as you might get them back in return. Be nice to women, dont treat them as slaves.

Ya Allah. I have done my parts, forgive me ya Allah if there's less in these. Ya Allah strengthen our iman infinitely. Ya Allah i know as i've been counting each days for me to grown up and achieving my dreams, i realize something even more precious which is the day for me to return back to You. Ya Allah i know for sure this day will come.
  Im not good in words but this is the least i could do.

Wamahyaya wamamati lillahirabbilalamin
And from the day i lived until the day i die, all because of Allah s.w.t

with every broken bones, i swear i lived.. inshaAllah

Have you ever wonder around yourself things that you want to do something in your life but you start to doubt yourself  that you cant do those things, it starts to feel impossible for you... have you?


You ever heard about yolo? It means you only live once, yeah it's true. But my point here is not this. When you start to jinx everything than you will encourage yourself to not fully depend your whole life to Allah. It is clearly being stated that "if Allah wills it than it will happen tho" so by having a strong faith in Him you need to believe in yourself,

In every pain that you will go trough all these it's because of His own willingness to let it happens. And if it happens He had arranged thousands of reasons for you to smile later, and you will feel relieve about it... firm your faith in Him. Start to think that you can do this even at your lowest confidence..

As He is your protector so be confidence in Him.

my forever happiness

I make mistakes, in fact i do sins a lot, sometimes i realize them, while sometimes i dont.. MashaAllah, but then i also knew that i must repent to Him. But then it keeps on repeating the same cycle again and again. Ya Allah, what will happen to me without His endless blessing and His wide open door of forgiveness.
 There's time when i want something soo bad like good grades. Then i start to pray hard, when i did achieve my targets, i forgot that it was His blessing to me
Ya Allah, straighten my iman to you Allah, i love You and Your words for me through the Quran
I just miss how i could cry like crazy to You and knowing that You're listening to my du as. Ya Allah i want my Quran to be my knight and armor when i  enter my grave one day... Ya Allah, i know you heard every 'Ya Allah' murmured from my mouth, i know You see my tears shed for You and Ya Allah...... forgive me.

For You can turn my tears and doubts into internal bliss

a level

If they could survive in a level. InshaAllah i can. Ya Allah, You're my eternity strength
 Help me ya Allah. Ameen

Please pray for me and my friends for our journey in a level..

this feeling

Have you ever feel so dizzy that every work you're trying to focus on gets harder. U just feel the pain in your head. It strokes you like a very bright light passing through your eyes and the brightness is not as a light to guide you, but as a sense of pain that you wish to go away.


But through that pain you gain your strength, you know you cant stop but to keep your head in the game. Chilling out for a while and set the determination in you to continue the work later.. not procrastinating them, just give yourself time to relax and think about the world, your future, which you wont have any idea how its gonna be, but it's already written. Hoping for your end to be the best because that's what you've been struggling for ur whole life for........



Salam maal hijrah everyone, its a new year Alhamdulillah, may this year help us to gain our iman even more and get us even closer to our Love, Allah s.w.t and Muhammad s.a.w

greeting from the most annoying person ever

Assalamualaikum!!
hey readers, how r u guys doin?
have a nice day, and all those hardship shall be gone by tomorrow ;)
sincerely- idzni-

that smile

My thought flew away in the future, oh Allah how I'm gonna miss to see those smiles again, those laughs.. I know I will miss every moment with them
 Ya Allah I don't have to say this, cause my mind said them first, please Ya Allah let me meet them again one day
 If not here
 Hereafter would be a blessing. Ya Allah please let me make them happy and proud of me again one day
 To my lovers, abah mama along angah
I couldn't ask for more cause I'm truly grateful for the times I spend with them

I don't dare to ask for extension of times with them, but I hope for precious time and blessing moments with them even more
Because no one could ever love me the way they do


Alhamdulillah. I love u Allah for letting me to have them ❤❤❤

love in wonder dream

Wondering till the day come, will i can handle it well? I dont know, well what i know is im afraid of that day. Im afraid that im not well prepared for that day. Laying on this couch, asking myself i know this pleasure will end sooner or later, it just will. Ya Allah, if my time to meet You is closer, make my last days in this temporary stop just for You, make my last daysto see you is the best day in my entire life. Indeed imma sinner, but thanks Allah for grant me with blessing and love. That's more than i could ever give to myself. Thanks ya Allah for standing closer to me than anyone else, thanks for the strength when i barely get one.

Ohhhh how i love You for everything happens in my life, every little things. I know You're watching me now Dear Love, Allahummasallialamuhammad.. peace be uponhim.

If i dont wake up for my tomorrow, please dont forget to pray for me dear readers. Ameen.