i love it how..

       I love it how my whole life depends on You, 

I love it when im feeling down, i know i cant give up as You said so,

I love it when i cried for You, at night realizing my weakness and how i need Your attention so bad,

I love it when i perform tahajud thinking that You're there with me to hear my problems, while everyone else is sleeping

I love it how You said that You are near with me,

I love it when my surrounding reminds me of You ,

I love it when i couldn't say even a word but my tears start to shade and knowing that You already understand me,

I love it when i recite the Quran, i found the lines in it and i feel like You're talking to me,

I love it when im alone

, i know You are with me, just love this

I love it when i know You will never say no to my prayer

I love it when You're the the reason for me not to give up.

Everytime i feel despair i just feeling so down, the cause for this is sometimes i dont get what i want, things that i want, not achieved great results in examination , cant achieved my dreams. But i am wrong, i am completely wrong, i achieved those things, but it's either even better or in the future. And i hate myself for not tawakal to Allah. 

The power of tawakal is just amazing, when you rely all your fate to Allah, not on your own hardship its just great. 

Ya Allah........ i ❤ U

Thnx for reading this 😊

ca

Funny little thing called feeling, you can have almost infinity amount of friends but the right one will touch your heart deeper, if this what they call love, please keep mine in a treasure under the deep down ocean, let Allah keeps it for me. Ya Allah take care of my heart until the right one coming to approach. Because most of us want to have a fairy tale story but i want to have a dream of having the right person becomes reality. InshaAllah.

Subhanallah love towards Allah is the best: )

after a few month away from this webpage.

Assalamualaikum guys! Its been a while since i wrote something here. Just wanna seek dua from you guys. Hehe since currently we still have few days before Ramdhan is over 😢 dont forget to do charities as many as you can, keep on praying for our relatives in Palestine, inded they are true heroes.

Oh and not to forget, if you ever feel yourself stuck in the middle of the sea? Haha well not actually 'the sea' i mean problems and whatsoever,  wanna know a secret on how to handle them? Just take that noble Al quran, speak to Allah or trust in your heart that He will help you. Because no matter how hard your live is. He will help you. Then you open up Al quran randomly. And the first line that you could read is always the line that would make you at ease. Alhamdulillah this thing usually work for me. Oh of course i cant understang arabic so i read the translation part. Hehe

But mashaAllah! After i manage to understand the meaning of the Al quran, it is actually as a solution to my problems. That's how you know how generous Allah acts towards you. 😊

I guess this is what i want to share in this moment. oh for some of you guys who are wondering where i am now? I'm doing my Alevel at kolej teknologi timur in Sepang for 1 and a half years.  And inshaAllah i will further my degree in dentistry at India. So i hope you guys could pray for me and my friends in our future and become a better muslim. Ameen may He guide us to the right path until the end of our life. Ameen


Ps:/meet the two sugar gliders down there. joget and uncut

just dont....

live your life not to satisfy others..
if someone judges you on your appearance, your behavior and every inches of you, you don't really have to satisfy them.
if you think you're doing good enough just stay as that person and don't think about other people.
and this you will know which person who will accept you just the way you are and who will leave you..
sometimes all you need is that little confidence in yourself and nothing else really matter.