Allah shows His love towards different people in different ways, sometimes you just didn't realise that Allah is testing you, with what? such as sickness, lost of ur love one, a failure and so many other ways to be tested by Him,
it's just you, wether you realised them or not. Sometimes we keep on mumbling about this and that, 'why things don't turn out to be how u want them to be'.. yeah we did that lots of time.. can't deny that by myself because i also didn't slip away from that...
but all we need is to trust Him, because He knows everything, what's good for you and what's not... stop doubting on how things happened around you, it's just happened for a reason, for your very own good in the future.
MashaAllah, that's how Allah loves you, that's how He holds you, that's how he will catch you, that's just how He..........always there for you.
i realised about this when recently i just suffered from small pox virus and caused me to miss classes for 2 weeks.. at first i was pretty sad to stay at home as i'm gonna miss lots of chapter, syllabus, and couple of weeks after that i will be sitting on my pre As examination.. which makes me worried even more... but SubhanAllah, while i was at home, my friends gave me a link that contains lots of notes, then i started to study by myself at home, finishing all the chapters and covered up my As syllabus.. alone.. i know i'm not alone, He's with me..
Alhamdulillah. my studies on those days turned out to be easier than i thought. i managed to understand them with Allah's willing, and I'm truly grateful for that Alhamdulillah...
i just don't know, how could i ever doubt Him before.
Alhamdulillah thank you my Dear Love for testing me with all these
to Him i will return <3 div="">3>
thanks for reading this, remember, you are who you are because of Him :)
idzni- 12.32 a.m