Tuesday, December 30, 2014

be my witnesses

Bismillahirahmanirahim, hereby i declare that Allah is one and Rasulullah s.a.w is His messenger .

Dear sisters and brothers to whoever read this, please be my witnesses in the day of judgement later on, i want to make a confession to my dear beloved Muslim relatives out there

Subhanallah my gorgeous sisters, you have such a beauty that Allah had given to you as a blessing and internal confidence in you so that you can live your life happily, mashaAllah sisters, cover up what needs to be covered. Lower down ur hijab..
 Loosen up your clothes, no more skinny jeans, dont show the shape of ur legs to those who r not your mahram. Control your conversation with guys, dont raise your voice in melodies in front of guys, recite al-Quran at least a sentence each days.. respect your parents and love them more than anyone else until you have been married.

Dear brothers, cover up your aurat too. MashaAllah your aurat is much easier to handle compare to the women's. There must be a reason for that as Allah knows everything. Take care of your parents. Get yourself closer to Allah in your live.. take care of your sight. Take care of your words. Stop cursing people but instead say good things to others as you might get them back in return. Be nice to women, dont treat them as slaves.

Ya Allah. I have done my parts, forgive me ya Allah if there's less in these. Ya Allah strengthen our iman infinitely. Ya Allah i know as i've been counting each days for me to grown up and achieving my dreams, i realize something even more precious which is the day for me to return back to You. Ya Allah i know for sure this day will come.
  Im not good in words but this is the least i could do.

Wamahyaya wamamati lillahirabbilalamin
And from the day i lived until the day i die, all because of Allah s.w.t

Saturday, December 27, 2014

with every broken bones, i swear i lived.. inshaAllah

Have you ever wonder around yourself things that you want to do something in your life but you start to doubt yourself  that you cant do those things, it starts to feel impossible for you... have you?

You ever heard about yolo? It means you only live once, yeah it's true. But my point here is not this. When you start to jinx everything than you will encourage yourself to not fully depend your whole life to Allah. It is clearly being stated that "if Allah wills it than it will happen tho" so by having a strong faith in Him you need to believe in yourself,

In every pain that you will go trough all these it's because of His own willingness to let it happens. And if it happens He had arranged thousands of reasons for you to smile later, and you will feel relieve about it... firm your faith in Him. Start to think that you can do this even at your lowest confidence..

As He is your protector so be confidence in Him.

Tuesday, December 16, 2014

my forever happiness

I make mistakes, in fact i do sins a lot, sometimes i realize them, while sometimes i dont.. MashaAllah, but then i also knew that i must repent to Him. But then it keeps on repeating the same cycle again and again. Ya Allah, what will happen to me without His endless blessing and His wide open door of forgiveness.
 There's time when i want something soo bad like good grades. Then i start to pray hard, when i did achieve my targets, i forgot that it was His blessing to me
Ya Allah, straighten my iman to you Allah, i love You and Your words for me through the Quran
I just miss how i could cry like crazy to You and knowing that You're listening to my du as. Ya Allah i want my Quran to be my knight and armor when i  enter my grave one day... Ya Allah, i know you heard every 'Ya Allah' murmured from my mouth, i know You see my tears shed for You and Ya Allah...... forgive me.

For You can turn my tears and doubts into internal bliss